Every little thing that I think about
Just build on top of the pain and doubt
Even though I wanna just let it out
I try to act like I'don't mind it
Try to keep my mouth so quiet
But sitting there in my silence
Just seems to amplify it
When I thought that keeping this inside would make it better
I never thought that I would end up ruining it forever
But everytime I think I got everything put it back together
I end up making more regret, making more regrets
Falling from grace
I watch it all come apart
knowing I could changed it all from the start
Fighting my self, I always lose
Fighting my self, I always lose
I didn't want you to think I'm worn out so easily
Now, I don't know how it overflows, spill out unwillingly
But now everything that I learned to hate
Came out for you to see
I don't want you to promise you can change
everything and make it better
Cause you can bet I'm gonna end up ruining it forever
But everytime I think I got everything put it back together
I end up making more regret, making more regrets
Falling from grace
I watch it all come apart
knowing I could changed it all from the start
Fighting my self, I always lose
Fighting my self, I always lose
Falling from grace
I watch it all come apart
knowing I could changed it all from the start
Fighting my self, I always lose
Fighting my self, I always lose
I can't see 'cause I'm focused on the past
I can't breathe, I need to break free
From the anger that is constantly inside of me
I can't run with this weight on my back
I can't see 'cause I'm focused on the past
I can't breathe, I need to break free
From the anger that is constantly inside of me
Knowing I could've changed it all from the start
I can't breathe, I need to break free
From the anger that is constantly inside of me
Falling from grace, I watch it all come apart
Knowing I could've changed it all from the start
I can't breathe, I need to break free
From the anger that is constantly inside of me
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Lagu 'Fighting my self' dari Linkin Park merupakan bentuk peringatan hari jadi album Meteora yang ke 20 tahun dan lagu 'Fighting my self' merupakan lagu yang tidak jadi dimasukan ke album tersebut dan alasannya karena lagu ini mirip dengan lagu berjudul 'Numb' yang jadi lagu penutup di album Meteora, 'Fighting my self' jadinya tidak dimasukan karena sudah memenuhi kuota satu album tersebut dan mirip pula, kalau menurut mimin, lagu ini keren dibandingkan 'Lost' ya 😁